I started my first gournal in 1999 on scribble.nu, which no longer exists.  For a long time I let nobody read it — wrote in it constantly, but kept it to myself.  It was personal, I was young and depressed as the young often are.  After a while I would leave traces of it around my other websites, eventually letting a couple of people read it.  Shortly after, scribble.nu just disappeared without explanation.

Then I moved onto livejournal.   I think at that time it was invite only.  Yea. Really. You had to get an invite.  I remember thinking my friends were so cool for having an account on LJ and feeling too nervous to ask them for an invite of my own.  When I did, I wrote in it for a while (read few years).  Nothing in it was as noteworthy as what I wrote in my scribble and there was nothing with much feeling.  I think a lot of my emo tendencies were gone by then.  Maybe it was because I was no longer a virgin.  Who knows?

After a few years, LJ opened up, my friends who were all active left, and I started to only post links, and images with short text, twitter style.  Then twitter came along.

I’ve no longer got a bloggy presence in the world.  I don’t really have any kind of outlet that allows me to process anything.

A few weeks ago, I saw meaghano on my street before she moved out of my hood.  My reaction to that is to start a blog on tumblr.  I’m committed to writing in this regularly.  Not sure if anyone will ever read it, but who cares—it’s for me, not you.

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    is what it’s come to, Men?
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